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Updating has mostly been too hard for my brain, as has everything else in the world, because of the fact that I'm in almost constant darkness.
(My office has no windows, and "standard" time means that I'm in the dark for the majority of the commute, and am in the dark when I leave again at the end of the day. My problem isn't just SAD - I actually have so many cognitive issues from lack of daylight that I have not been able to think clearly past 9pm since my stroke ten years ago.)
But I am getting very very tired of the mice in my office. They have now destroyed two slow feeders for my dog. I can't store food in my office, even in airtight containers, because that might bring more mice. Every Monday I have to clean mouse poop off my desk.
They only are an issue on weekends because they apparently stay away as long as they can smell the dog.
I have no more money to replace the things they've destroyed, and I sometimes go days without eating during the day because I don't want any hint of me being responsible for this even breathed. I have a lot of paper clutter, all of which is stored in cabinets/drawers/shelves becaue I don't have the time or staff to file the overwhelming amount of documents I get handed, but most offices in health care have paper clutter. Many of my colleagues have paper clutter. What they don't have is terrible mouse invasions.
And it's not that the building doesn't care at all - there have been exterminators in here three times.
I'm just so tired of dealing with it.
(My office has no windows, and "standard" time means that I'm in the dark for the majority of the commute, and am in the dark when I leave again at the end of the day. My problem isn't just SAD - I actually have so many cognitive issues from lack of daylight that I have not been able to think clearly past 9pm since my stroke ten years ago.)
But I am getting very very tired of the mice in my office. They have now destroyed two slow feeders for my dog. I can't store food in my office, even in airtight containers, because that might bring more mice. Every Monday I have to clean mouse poop off my desk.
They only are an issue on weekends because they apparently stay away as long as they can smell the dog.
I have no more money to replace the things they've destroyed, and I sometimes go days without eating during the day because I don't want any hint of me being responsible for this even breathed. I have a lot of paper clutter, all of which is stored in cabinets/drawers/shelves becaue I don't have the time or staff to file the overwhelming amount of documents I get handed, but most offices in health care have paper clutter. Many of my colleagues have paper clutter. What they don't have is terrible mouse invasions.
And it's not that the building doesn't care at all - there have been exterminators in here three times.
I'm just so tired of dealing with it.