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I owed lots of people things - emails, a few beta reads, a small package, an answer to a question, etc - and I have completely failed at legitimately all of them.
It turns out having an autoimmune flare-up in the first semester of one's doctoral studies absolutely torpedos literally everything ever; I now have a late paper and have failed at 100% of my obligations and commitments to friends.
If I owed you something and you still actually want me to do it, considering it is 100% late at this point, let me know! Otherwise: holy shit, I am sorry. I'm working on cleaning up this disjointed mess that is my life right now. Starting by slowly crawling into RP tags that have been waiting like ... a month and archiving all of my non-institutional email without looking at it to start fresh. 99% of that email is not from actual individual people anyway.
It's not you, whoever you are! It's 100% my disease's inability to handle things like season changes, which it's doing a lot worse than normally this year. I was prepared for some shit, but this is A Lot of shit.
It turns out having an autoimmune flare-up in the first semester of one's doctoral studies absolutely torpedos literally everything ever; I now have a late paper and have failed at 100% of my obligations and commitments to friends.
If I owed you something and you still actually want me to do it, considering it is 100% late at this point, let me know! Otherwise: holy shit, I am sorry. I'm working on cleaning up this disjointed mess that is my life right now. Starting by slowly crawling into RP tags that have been waiting like ... a month and archiving all of my non-institutional email without looking at it to start fresh. 99% of that email is not from actual individual people anyway.
It's not you, whoever you are! It's 100% my disease's inability to handle things like season changes, which it's doing a lot worse than normally this year. I was prepared for some shit, but this is A Lot of shit.
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