Jun. 12th, 2024

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I post "I'm not dead," email people a couple of times, and then disappear into the ether again.

I'm barely keeping up with my job and with having inherited a fairly large panfandom RP on Dreamwidth (I will tell you in a PM or email what the game is, but for Reasons involving a stalker I RP and mod under a pseudonym these days that doesn't get associated with this journal or with my actual name—there are dangers to having an unusual and memorable name!) and I would say I am not adequately keeping up on dog training but the dog thinks I am.

My neurologist leaving the clinic did not help, I am now finally about to see a new one after a four month wait. Going the entirety of your time at a new employer without intermittent FMLA forms filled out, and therefore getting a mark against you every time you have to call out sick, is an extremely bad time with chronic hemiplegic migraine and ME/CFS (which I'm still not sure isn't myasthenia gravis) let alone my other shit! I completely bombed out on, accidentally ghosted and totally lost my consultant position, which I was heartbroken about until I was too depressed to remember what heartbroken felt like (I can no longer afford TMS).

I spend too much time on Lorwolf, a canid browser sim game that fixes everything I didn't like about Flight Rising (which I still occasionally remember to log in to but it is overwhelmingly large after twelve years) for all the time I don't have, but it is relaxing and good time. If for some reason you want to join said canid game, please use my referral code as it benefits us both.

Dog is good.