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Apr. 11th, 2022 10:39 amSO, I'm super depressed! The endogenous kind that has no situational cause, but makes me completely unable to do anything.
Have been for a few months now; dysfunctionally, disastrously super depressed. I'm supposed to be diarying specific details and tracking the function of my upcoming rTMS therapy, but that'll go in a different account since I want it to be able to be public for my doctor & company to be able to see but don't want to force my present DW audience to read it.
HOWEVER, getting proper treatment when meds don't work has turned into a three-ring circus. It concluded two of its rings over the weekend when I went to the crisis unit asking if they could maybe make it happen faster than June, since I thought I was going to die. They did. But ...
( The rest of the story is the embedded tweets, because I'm not telling it twice on this energy level. )
I left comments open just in case but pls do not anticipate replies. ♥
Have been for a few months now; dysfunctionally, disastrously super depressed. I'm supposed to be diarying specific details and tracking the function of my upcoming rTMS therapy, but that'll go in a different account since I want it to be able to be public for my doctor & company to be able to see but don't want to force my present DW audience to read it.
HOWEVER, getting proper treatment when meds don't work has turned into a three-ring circus. It concluded two of its rings over the weekend when I went to the crisis unit asking if they could maybe make it happen faster than June, since I thought I was going to die. They did. But ...
( The rest of the story is the embedded tweets, because I'm not telling it twice on this energy level. )
I left comments open just in case but pls do not anticipate replies. ♥
